For some reason, I’ve become extremely anti-social after my high school graduation. Really anti-social to such a degree that I didn’t really bother making friends and getting to know people I met in uni. There was no effort on my part whatsoever, except maybe for 1 guy. That’s it. 

I’ve come to dislike a lot of people from high school, too. Even though I had my reasons, I magnified the situation and made myself feel worse. I really don’t know what’s wrong with me. After I hated one, I produced a domino effect in my subconscious. Not that I hate a lot of people, but I definitely did not look forward to seeing any of them whatsoever. I don’t know what’s wrong with me! I used to look forward to seeing everyone, but now it’s just like “ugh, you again? BYE. ” in my mind. 

I was never like this in my life. I’ve never been so negative. 

FUCK CHANGE.